Week of March 1, 2008

This week was extreamly hard for me. I had to ask God for strength so many times, I never gave up hope though. I would get very aggravated this week at the smallest things. I also disapointed myself by not doing my best. I know God loves me and i know he is always there for me. I was reminded of this when one of my teachers had asked me why i was in a bad mood. I had told her i didnt know and started to cry. She reminded me that it is up to me what kind of day i was going to have, good or bad, it was my choice.
I prayed to God and I have been straightened up and have began to think more and more in the fact that it IS my decision to have a good or bad day. It is always my decision to let Satan steal my Joy or not. I have chosen to NOT let Satan steal my Joy and I am going to live for Jesus Christ. Whenever i feel down i know i can always call upon the name if the Lord for my strength and happiness. I also know that God is going to take care of me. He is proving that in my life everyday.
I have chosen to not let the little things upset me but to pray to God when i get upset and when i start to loose my cool. I beleive it is not going to help anyone or any situation if i get upset about somthing small. It is only going to make a bigger problem and more of a fuss of things.
Jesus, i pray to you now to calm my heart and soul and bring me back to you, the only reason i have for living. Let me know you are near and that you know me and where I am at any time of the day, in Jesus precious name i pray, Amen.