God has been working tremendously in my life latley. I have been struggling with acceptance that he is the only love that i need. I have went through times in my life where i searched for the hole in my heart to be filled with the love of man and it never happened. No matter how hard i tried to find love, i was always in the wrong place at the wrong time. I have been persuing Gods love now for a while and i beleive i am finally begining to accept the fact that His love is the love i need to fill the void in my heart.
Psalm 139 talks about how the Lord has known us even before we were created in the womb. It also talks about us being fearfully and wonderfully made in his image. My body image has also been a prombem that i have had sence i can remember. I have always been the chunky girl who never got picked for gym class and who always got picked on for being overwight. I have relized that this is the body God has placed me in and i am going to take care of it by exercizing more often. My body is Gods temple and if i dont take care of it, its like trashing God's temple....which i do NOT want. For lent i have decided to pick somthing up rather than to give something up. I have decided to start to exercise more. I can praise the Lord when i exercise with the music i listen to and the thought i concentrate on.
Im also growing more twords the Lord and his plans for my life. As of now i have the dreams of going on my internship, going on a missions trip, and eventually becomming an officer of The Salvation Army. I have been called ever sence i was fourteen years old and i have ran from it. Im ready to embrace the destiny God has planned for me and take it up with my whole heart. I know i know...its kinda crazy and a big steph but hey, who can ruin my dreams when they are not only mine but the Lords!!!
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